It’s weird, I expected a lot from this year, school changes, changes with friends and how I live my life. But everything has changed so much more than I would have ever expected. I feel like I have a completely new out look on my life and especially who I want to spend time trying to keep in it. I have also really focused on the fact that I just need to learn to have faith in how things are going to turn out. All I can do is try my best in everything I do to try and achieve my goals, if what I want to happen doesn’t happen right away there has to be a reason for it, it doesn’t mean that it is the end of the world, it just means that I am not ready yet. Whatever happens with school and a job, and with my friends, will just happen. I can do everything in my power to work for what I want to happen but if it’s not meant to be, then it’s not meant to be.